March 18, 2009

YWAM is cool

Hi.
How is everybody? It seems strange that this is my third week into the DTS. I have been so busy lately. Last week I felt like God was telling me that I need to change some things in my life. I felt like there were some people in my life that I needed to forgive. The bitterness in my heart was rooted so deep within me. I was oblivious to some of it and didn't even know it was controlling me. It will take time, and it hurts, but I need to deal with it. There is other things I need to deal with as well. God, just continue to just shape my life and my heart into the person you want me to be. Jesus is good, and I want to be willing to be WHATEVER He wants me to be. I can't believe I am here. I am becoming so much more aware of everything that is out there. There is so much more to life than Holmes County. Thank the Lord....I just feel like I have missed out on so much when I was just living the safe, typical life back home. It is just cool to get away. :) 
RELATIONSHIPS is our topic this week. It is always good to learn more about something that is such a big part of life. Everyone has relationships, and it is so important to be living in healthy relationships. 
I hope everyone back home is doing splendid. I miss my church family!

love.







2 comments:

  1. :) Thank you for a more detailed post. My dear, i'm so thankful that God is answering our prayers of stretching and growing you through your time in NZ. The hard things that you are learning are essential - and i'm so proud of you for doing it! You are in my prayers always. :)

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  2. i think your amazing! i am praying for you everyday and night when i get up :-) i am so deeply proud of you! it sounds like you are growing and digging deep. that is hard and good. i also have had times of that in my own life.

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